Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Scene One; Spaceman in the Sky

Scene One;

"Are we alone?" "Are they really out there?" "
Today, I feel like I've been called to talk about the greater force that exist out there. Forces that are way beyond our understanding, beyond our comprehension. And most importantly, beyond our control. To make it short, does alien even exist? Yes. No. Maybe. I don't know. No one can say that for sure. The universe is such a big place. Who are we to say that we are alone. It's not like the whole universe is ours for the taking. It's a big, big place. Very big. And when it's big, there's a reason for it. You don't make a big house just to have one person living in it now, would you.

When we talk about humanity as a whole, we tend to overlook the fact that we are a stubborn race of creatures. We refuse to have our rights taken, to have ourselves underestimated, and to remind ourselves just how frail and small we are compared to mother nature. That is our main weakness. I always believe that everyone have their own weakness for a reason. A purpose. To discover that purpose is to discover our purpose of existence. I used to believe that whatever happened around me is something that was meant to happen, no causes and effects. But now, I know, there's always an event that would build itself up to cause something to happen and after that very incident occur, there's always another chain of events that would unfold itself little by little. All that has happened would open up a path that eventually lead us to where we are today.

Current Mood;
- Bored
- Empty (it has always been)
- Tired
- Hopeful
- Skanky

As argumentative as it may sounds, I tend to believe in the part where all that has happened would never really affect what I'll do. To me, life as a whole is a series of chain of reaction. We replicate the events that was done earlier by others. The difference being our way of playing back the situation with different characters and different settings. Maybe I'm not making any sense here but all I want to say is, all the events that had happened act as a catalyst which would lead me to do something that I will do in the future and it also serve as a reminder why I shouldn't do it again. All I'm saying was, I don't want see what I would eventually do in the future is due to what I do in the past. It'll always be something new that was inspired by what I had done. It's the same but at the same time, it's completely different.

Hey look, I'm talking to an alien. Yes, I believe in alien. That's all I want to say.

Some random quotes and lyrics for the day;

"Well now I'm back at home and-
I’m looking forward to this life I live;
You know it's gonna haunt me,
So hesitation to this life I give."
Brandon Flowers; The Killers; Day and Age; Spaceman; 2008
The Killers - Spaceman

"Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe "
John Lennon; The Beatles; Let It Be; Across the Universe; 1969
The Beatles - Across the Universe

"I heard the voice
Calling from just outside the well
She said, "You fool, now that you know your end is near
You always fall for what you desire or what you fear!""
Win Butler; Arcade Fire; Neon Bible; The Well And The Lighthouse; 2007
Arcade Fire - The Well And The Lighthouse

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. "
Robert Frost

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